25 yrs...I'll check out your post about anger and check for the books in the library. I like Marianne Williamson.
KTF - We sure have a lot of similarities! What does your H say he wants to get from C? How often do you go? Our last session was canceled and we have yet to set a new one since MC is on vacation. I think we are at the point where we need to get in and talk about some recent stuff. Namely, H has stated that he can't really make it Fri nights anymore because his boss puts a lot of pressure on him. He says he fights for Tu & Th as it is. I told him I was angry but that there is nothing I can do except work with the situation.
Today I was feeling completely lonely for H. I came across some "happy pictures" of us and just had to force myself to stop looking. But the feeling has stuck with me. I realize that I am still in shock - after nearly 1 year - that this is all really happening. I mean, I go about my daily life and of course I am aware that I am separated, but in my heart I just can't force myself to accept it. I just think, how can this be? How can MY H be with Ow??? Why did my H give up and stop loving me?
Well, I am so exhausted...
Until next time, take care.
Monica
My sitch: Me 40 H 30 M 8 yrs 1 S5.5 Bomb Oct 2005 Sep Nov 2005 H w/ Ow I filed for LS June 2007 H responded w/ D 2007 I have sole P custody, joint L Just need to take care of Final Judgement papers
