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I am one too. It hasnt been too long ago, and I am trying to turn things around. H doesnt know, and I am trying to change the me inside to a person who can be happy with herself. It is hard work.

I know how that feels. I hurt for myself and still can't stand to look at myself in the mirror some days more than others. I also hurt for my H so badly. I feel so sorry for him that I hurt him like I did.