My H definately piecing but me...

[74Kim]

I am at a dead end. I do not know where to go from here. I havent given up, I just am lost. I feel numb from all the disappointment. We just keep going around in circles. Not making any progress. He was gone all day Friday for no apparent reason. I can not continue to be walked on. Everyting I have done and said has been done before. It is falling on deaf ears.

I am at a fork in the road. The way I see it I have 2 options.
The first being, I go back to work, putting 4 of my babies in daycare. I would completely hate it.
The second, Contine living with a man that is selfish and can not do anything for us except provide a paycheck and hope one day he will come around. I will hate that too.

So which life would be worse?

Kim