My H definately piecing but me...

[74Kim]

I do believe that I am strong.

He left on Friday to stay with friend, never packed a bag. Sat a.m. he took the girls for shoes, never packed a bag. Late Sat night after I knew he was done working (4:00am)I called him,just to tell him how much we love, care, and are scared for him. I couldnt fall back to sleep, then 6:00am he walks through the door. Crying his eyes out that he can not be away from us. And I was so glad he come home. In theory it sounds good for a seperation, but neither one of us can do it. I realize for now that I just have accept that he loves me, really know it. And not worry about how he can show me, or make me feel. I have to support him in everything.

I think that I have forgiven him about the A. I know I need to tell him that but I want to make sure that I have. Plus if I tell him that I am afraid that he will feel worse about himself. I would rather forgive him, than live a life without him.

I think I am on my way, but I have to help him.

Thanx!