W is now resigned that it is over with OM. She is very depressed, and she is also very worried about her job and her finances (for good reason).

She basically wants me to spend every minute of my time with her, and I've been grateful for the opportunity to support her. Things are getting more loving between us, but she's responding more out of gratitude than romantic love. We did "do it" Saturday, but it was more just "having sex" than ML. Her heart wasn't really in it. Still, I'm very grateful to God for where everything is right now. I'll keep looking forward to his blessings.


The LORD is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth." (Psalm 145:18)