RB, what inner strength you have. I would be so p*ssed off feeling like the 2nd choice. OMGosh I still DO, and his A has been over for almost a year now. Honestly, I understand some days why God allows for D in the case of A, it's so fully damaging to every part of us. Ugh.
Sorry, had a bad dream last night, and just projecting. Sending you a big hug in admiration of your fortitude.
{{{{RB}}}}
Rock on with your bad self
Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Is 43:18-19
If it seems slow in coming, wait. It's on its way. It will come right on time. Hab 2:3