W spent last night with me in my apartment, and she is moving in. We both put our rings on again. We have prayed together for God to restore our marriage much stronger than it was before, and last night we prayed with her parents. I bought a bed Saturday (I had been sleeping on a twin). Yesterday evening, she told OM how to get his stuff out of their apartment, and matter-of-factly told him that this would be the last time they would speak together (isn't she amazing?). We went to their apartment last night to get some stuff, and she felt sick to her stomach (not depressed or sad, but sick at that situation). She told me last night that she "felt healed". Last night was somewhat romantic and we even kissed some.
I'm truly in awe of her decision to follow Christ in her life. She gave up OM while completely in love with him, because she decided to live her life in God's will. As I told her last night, the way that she has done this has caused me to have a tremendous admiration for her, and my love for her has increased dramatically the last few days.
I know that there will be some roadblocks ahead (she just told me that she was depressed this morning), but I have a great peace and joy inside right now.
Thanks, PL. I know that I can't stop DB'ing -- not by a long shot. As far as your own sitch goes, I wish you all success -- but a lot of that seems to simply be patience and Providence.
The LORD is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth." (Psalm 145:18)