Well, after 1 night back in the apartment by myself, I have now spent two more nights with W. She is not very concerned at all about the end of her affair, because she is so worried about her mental state. In a way, her manic state is a blessing in disguise, because otherwise I believe she would be obsessed with OM right now.
On the other hand, I basically haven't slept the last two nights, as I work hard to make sure that she can overcome the fear that plagues her and rest. She is continually feeling demons attacking her mind or worrying that she is Satan. Under her doctor's orders, we are ramping up her meds, and we hope this will ease soon.
I took yesterday off from school and we spent the whole day together and had a really good time. We are definitely growing a lot closer throught this process, and we are both back to saying ILY. She's even kissing me a little, though I think it's more out of gratitude than romantic love. She really appreciates how I'm taking care of her right now.
The LORD is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth." (Psalm 145:18)
