Giving my sitch to God

[RBinBR]

PL, I am resigned to the breakup of my marriage. It has already happened in reality, though not yet legally. My hope is in Christ, and I no longer pay a lot attention to my sitch. I do believe that God can work miracles, PL, but I am not predicting what that miracle will be. He will take care of things in His time.

I am very tired right now. Teaching is taking so much emotional energy out of me. My classes have "stabilized" with 33 in one class, and 32 and 31 in the other two. It's just too many, and the classroom management issues make it hard to teach. I don't seem to nearly have the time to prepare lesson plans, grade papers, call parents, make copies, and all the other stuff that I need to do. As a result, I'm highly disorganized, which only makes things take even more time. Teaching, for me so far, is turning into a 10-11 hour a day job ... and that's not counting the 2 hours a day Mon-Thu that I spend as the assistant volleyball coach with practice and games.

I don't mean to whine ... I'm actually glad to be busy and to have the full life that I have right now, and I do love teaching, even though it is very hard. I just feel drained right now, and the fact that I have a cold isn't helping.