Giving my sitch to God

[RBinBR]

Well, today makes one year since my W met the OM and started the A. It's really unbelievable to me. Last wee, I was looking back at some of my old threads, and I always thought that the sitch would last only a few weeks before my W "came to her senses."

I wonder what is going through W's mind today, as I know that she is aware of the date as well.

There is no news in my sitch to report. Now that my W has the opportunity to get the divorce, she hasn't actually had her lawyer call mine to get the process started. I haven't even talked to her at all since Tuesday.

Last night, my in-laws wanted to take the "whole family" out to dinner, as they have done before. Previously, I have gone on these things, thinking that fun events with MIL, FIL, and SIL can only reinforce to W how nice it is not to break up our family. Now, though, it just makes me sick to even think about. MIL was disappointed, but she understood why I didn't want to go.