isn't it wonderful how God heals us? so many times I thought that the support and the encouraging I have my H went no where, but as you said, I reaped what I saw, my H came back to me after his break up with OP. I pray that this is your case, i'm very happy for you, for the state of mind you've achieved.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.