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I'll be good until tomorrow . . .
I'm not calling the crisis hotline . . how freakin embarrassing.
Like I said I know one of the guys that worked for one in the area and ALLs they do it run their mouths about the people that call in. They don't offer any real help only someone to talk to if you need it.
I won't even talk to my family and friends about the way I feel . . . . I damn sure wouldn't call the crisis hotline.

I guess that's probably why my doctor thinks I'm fine.
I really do have a hard time reaching out for help and telling the truth about my feelings.
I guess I just feel safe baring it all here!



I think we all can sympathize with that, But...what is that pride going to do to your girls? I'm not asking this to make you feel guilty, just to show you what you are doing. Heck, if Alex Rodriguez has to talk to his life coach every day you can ask for help. Your doc should be able to give you a referral to a mental health pro who has to keep things confidential. I know that's not a direction you are comfortable with, but it's not like you are comfortable with the way things are going now, so what is there to lose? Stop being such a man! (That was feeble humor...really feeble.....uhhhhh, have a glass of warm milk and go to bed. Well it might be early for that right now, but try to let go. Maybe some classical music. No lyrics to make you think!