Quote: I wish I could get a goodnights sleep. I never do! I can't tell you how long it's been. FOREVER seems like. OK, so that's one thing to work on. Taking a walk (damn, I sound like an old fogey) in the evening really would help. It just helps you feel better.
I toss and turn and look at the clock and half the time I'll be honest I wonder why Kev didn't call before bed. . . I wonder if he was talking to her . . . I just wonder about everything. OK, Emily, let's not worry about him right now. Someday, not today. OK?
Then lastnight around 2 Felina came in and was screwing around . . . when she finally fell asleep she ended up with her feet in my face .. . then she stole my pillow . . . and of course Kiya still gets up in the night. I always enjoyed when our kids came in. Sometimes required severe bed hanging when two came in at once. Enjoy it now, the munchkins grow up, and then they won't want to! Then Felina is rip roarin ready to go at 7 most days. The days she isn't and she actually sleeps in are usually days I can't sleep. I heard that!
Who am I suppose to call tomorrow and how could they help me anyway. TIOGA COUNTY Tioga County Human Services Agency 1873 Shumway Hill Road Wellsboro, PA 16901 (570) 724-5766
If they can't help, they should be able to tell you who can. Or we'll sic Amy on them!
I have no way of getting to the doctors anyway. There's always a way. Please stop putting up barriers before you get there. There must be a program that can help, I know there are here. There are some stubborn folk here, they'll help you get where you need to be! So even if I called . . . It just doesn't do any good. And how do we know this? Please, stop it! You know what, just stopping the negative thoughts will help! I know you don't think you can do it, and I know it will be hard. But with the support you have here, and the strength we all know you have, you can do it! I am hopeless. No. You are young and overwhelmed.
