I'll be good until tomorrow . . . I'm not calling the crisis hotline . . how freakin embarrassing. Like I said I know one of the guys that worked for one in the area and ALLs they do it run their mouths about the people that call in. They don't offer any real help only someone to talk to if you need it. I won't even talk to my family and friends about the way I feel . . . . I damn sure wouldn't call the crisis hotline.
I guess that's probably why my doctor thinks I'm fine. I really do have a hard time reaching out for help and telling the truth about my feelings. I guess I just feel safe baring it all here!
