I wish I could get a goodnights sleep. I never do! I can't tell you how long it's been. FOREVER seems like.
I toss and turn and look at the clock and half the time I'll be honest I wonder why Kev didn't call before bed. . . I wonder if he was talking to her . . . I just wonder about everything. Then lastnight around 2 Felina came in and was screwing around . . . when she finally fell asleep she ended up with her feet in my face .. . then she stole my pillow . . . and of course Kiya still gets up in the night. Then Felina is rip roarin ready to go at 7 most days. The days she isn't and she actually sleeps in are usually days I can't sleep.
Who am I suppose to call tomorrow and how could they help me anyway. I have no way of getting to the doctors anyway. So even if I called . . . It just doesn't do any good. I am hopeless.
