You are wrong. You said you were not good enough and never have been.
Let me tell you this:
You HAVE what it takes. THAT is why you have fought us tooth and nail for the last SEVERAL months.
YOU have CHOSEN to come back here time after time even though I, RB and a few others have ripped your head off.
YOU WANT to learn.
YOU WANT to grow.
YOU WANT to change the direction of your life.
It seems overwhelming again right now but you're a survivor.
I recognize it because I have been down further than I ever imagined, on multiple occasions (some of which you have witnessed) and I ALWAYS get back up.
Whatever it is that makes me keep going, I recognize the same thing in you.
Emily,
This is a fight for yourself now.
YOU cannot let YOURSELF down.
WE are not going to let you.
You are weary from fighting a battle that largely is not even yours.
You need to take a break.
Instead of working harder, it's time to work smarter.
We're starting tomorrow.
You're going to get some medication for the violent mood swings and hopelessness, too 'cause crazy is as crazy does and we can't all go down in flames at once, okay?
