Oh Emily,
I know you are hurting but you have got to take your eyes off of you and look at your children.
Do you have more hatred for this stupid tramp then love for your children?
If you love Kevin and he loves you, as YOU posted and HE made the decision to come back in 2 weeks, then why are you so worried about this OW?
IF Kevin decides not to come back, you still have to be there for the girls.
Most of us here have been in your place, we have kids, we have dealt with a cheating spouse, financial issues, the list goes on.
It takes time to get over things and rebuilding a marriage does take years.
BUT the changes begin with you and the choices you make.
First of all have you eaten?
Secondly, can you get someone to come and help you?
Do you want to talk with someone?
I really do have friends not too far from you if you want to talk to them.
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.
