What the hell could I possibly do RIGHT now to make this any better?
NOTHING . . . .
There is nothing that I can do right now.
I feel like I already have one foot in the grave.
I don't know what you all want me to do.
I just don't get it.
There is nothing that I can do to make any of this any better.
First of all I don't know how to GAL when I am stuck at home with the girls all the time.
Yeah yeah I am "working" on getting my license. . . it's just more money than I have anyway.
It's been to cold and rainy lately for me to take them out in the stroller . . and I feel like a jackass when I do anyway. The only thing that drives me out with them is a run to the store.
I don't have anyway to GAL.
I don't have anyway to get out of this pit.
I am miserable.
Giving up the girls would put an end to this whole [censored] up sitch.
Without them I wouldn't have any ties to him.
He and his whore could have a "ready made family".
She can stay at home with the kids just like he expects me to . . .
I AM SO FED UP WITH EVERYTHING.
I don't know what you all want me to do.
