OK Emily, I have two friends who live in Pennsylvania who can come and get you and the girls. DO YOU WANT HELP??? Both of these women are Chriatian women who are very active with a marriage ministry. BUT they take things seriously and will expect alot from you, they have much patience but will not put up with BS. For what it is worth, you are having this melodrama all based on an assumption from someone elses myspace. None of it is fact and you have worked yourself into a frenzy. As I told you before, I have done this insane stuff and took anti anxiety meds to help me get through it. Once you can think rationally, you will begin to see things differently.
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.