Quote: If I could just get out of this situation I would fine.
In 9 days Kevin can come get the girls and it will all be over.
So, get yourself out of this situation. Giving your children up will not get you out of it.
With you thinking the way you are and acting as you are, maybe it is the best thing that your kids are not with you. I don't think they belong with Kevin either.
Why not just give them to someone who will love them unconditionally. Why ruin their lives by giving them to Kevin and letting them be thrown around from sitter to sitter? They won't have a life unless you can provide them with one. Don't give me any of that crap about not affording it. You do what you have to do. Some days I only eat dinner just to save money on groceries. I don't go out because the price of gas is outrageous. I choose to continue trying. My H said if we sold the house it would be easier on both of us. We could put money in the bank and have enough to live on for awhile. My answer is NO!!!! I won't give up my house. I will struggle to keep my kids where they want to be.
If money is so tight, how do you afford internet access? I am not saying it is a bad thing to have but if you didn't have access then you wouldn't be looking on the myspace sites. You wouldn't be able to add fuel to the fire.
Maybe I am just rambling but it is because I am angry and worried about you. You scare me with the things you say.
