Did you just refer to your own flesh and blood as "Leftovers?"

Emily, you need to snap out of it. All you do is suck the advice and support out of everyone here, then make excuses about why you can't take any of it.

You have never backed off Kevin.
You have never given him space.
You have never stopped obsessing over him and his stupid fling.

But none of that even matters right now. You don't care about giving up your own children and you need PROFESSIONAL HELP IMMEDIATELY before you become one of those mothers leading the news at 11.

Do something about the situation you are in. Get off the computer and get some damn help. They are innocents. Your love life is NOTHING compared to them. Do you understand that?