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I just don't know how to leave her behind when it feels like she's his future.





You can't think about the future right now. All you can think about is the present. Just take it one day at a time. No one can predict their future.

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Meanwhile HIS girls and I are left completely behind.





They are YOUR girls too. Look at it this way, if things don't work out, you get the better part of the deal. You get the girls. Kevin is not your life, the girls are. You make it sound like if you can't have him then you don't want anything.