Emily,
the reason it seems like you don't really read ou posts is because you don't to the things we suggest.

Call a therapist/a crisis line...
I posted phone numbers last week.

Did you make that list for you?

What have been your GAL actions?

What are your goals?

There are sooo many suggestions in the past few months. You haven't done any of them.
We're not just mumbling. We're tyring to help.
Accept the help. Take it to heart.

You're cycling again. I think you're suffering from depression. You will never see anything clearly if you are.
The conclusions you come to from certain things are completely blind. We dont see what you see. What we do see is that you're flailing around and we're trying to help.
Reach out. Seek help and accept it.


May it be eternal while it lasts. My sitch Me: 36 H:34 M: 5 years Bomb: 03/14/06