I do read what you all write.
I guess I just don't really understand how to do it.

I just can't get it right.
This all looks hopeless and it is ALL my fault.
I'm bad at all of this and I AM SORRY.

I don't understand how to detach when he is telling me he needs me to REALLY be there for him because I wasn't before and that's part of why he went to OW.
That seems like stupid move.
I don't understand how to balance all of this crap.

Amy . . . I don't understand what you mean by, "unless I have more than that blog to back me up"
What more do I need???
The truth finally came out. . . . what should I think?

I mean there were always BULLSHIT excuses when he ended up down there instead of here on his weekends off.
He did stop through here that one time . . . and he spent the whole night. How did he pull that off?
Did he leave her across town in the truck?