You need to take a real dep breath and calm down and think clearly.... this hurts like hel honey but you need to get thru it and soothe yourself you need to grow more and not let every little thing " she "
does affect you.

I dunno what to say anymore it makes me sad and my stomache sick literally to think that they have this much power over you... Please stop this and think clearly and re-read your threads and take notes,,, change you and your world will change Emily,, I guarantee it....