Quote: And you plan to visit with the girls? I don't know Do you want to see them regularly or you just want the whole family out of your life? I'll always love them
Could you live with never seeing them? It'd be easier than watching them grow up in another family. . . because my H just couldn't love me.
Can't you do this WITH the girls? I really think you'd be better off in some bigger town, where you could get support and a job easier. I have no way of getting into that position though. My H and I were going to move to Brookville PA . . . which is a smaller town but in a BIGGER area . . . . but if he is divorcing me come next week . . . I guess that's out.
The judge wont give your kids to him... he's a truck driver who's on the road all the time. It doesn't matter if he makes more $ than you now. If that were the case, most kids of divorced parents would be with their dads right now. Most other Mom's have a job and don't live in low income and still live off of the scrapes that the child support gives them. He'll use every dirty trick in the book . . including all the personal info I've ever given him . . . he'll drag it all out and make an ass out of me in court. . . so I won't fight him. Besides he can afford a lawyer I can't. He'll give them to you because you're their mother. Your kids are more likely to go to child services if you tell the judge you don't want them.
Emily sweetie... stop the cycle! It doesn't have to be this way. Stop feeding the bad wolf (since you liked that story). Stop the negative thoughts. You CAN do this.
They're not just negative thoughts . . .I've just finally unearthed the truth. I'm not feeding anything. How can think towards the positive when this is the way it is. He loves her NOT me.
