Sandy you asked what I would/will do after he divorces me and has the girls. I've thought about this a lot . . . . and I just don't know. MOVE. . . . I honestly will just pick up and go ANYWHERE. Away from EVERYONE that ever knew me and just do whatever. I don't care if I move every 4 months and only work part time jobs to keep a roof (even if it's a motel roof) over my head. I'm just going to take off.
And you plan to visit with the girls? Do you want to see them regularly or you just want the whole family out of your life?
Could you live with never seeing them?
Can't you do this WITH the girls? I really think you'd be better off in some bigger town, where you could get support and a job easier.
He's leaving me for her and he's going to take every good thing I ever had. He can take my kids. . . .
The judge wont give your kids to him... he's a truck driver who's on the road all the time. It doesn't matter if he makes more $ than you now. If that were the case, most kids of divorced parents would be with their dads right now. He'll give them to you because you're their mother. Your kids are more likely to go to child services if you tell the judge you don't want them.
Emily sweetie... stop the cycle! It doesn't have to be this way. Stop feeding the bad wolf (since you liked that story). Stop the negative thoughts. You CAN do this.
May it be eternal while it lasts.
My sitch
Me: 36
H:34
M: 5 years
Bomb: 03/14/06
