Thanks Alimari . . . . I appreciate it! Thanks for checking in Santhony!
Guys . . . I feel a storm brewing . . . . I hope I'm wrong . . but everything feels wrong at this point.
I think that he may honestly be willing to "try" this time. . . but it feels forced . . . it doesn't feel like he is happy. I just don't know what to do. I'll always have doubts about the OW . . . and everything I feel I need (building of trust etc.) ONLY pushes him farther away. I just don't know what to do. I'm trying to sit still and watch . . but it's getting really hard.
