Wow sorry for the unedited version of my thoughts it is just that I have not seen my brother in awhile and also I have tried to post to you sooooooooooooooo many times before and I always close the window instead of sending it. I thought better she read it rough draft like that than not at all. Here is a condensed version. Love yourself enough to know that you are beautiful, worthwhile, precious, caring,loving, important, sexy, loved, valued and amazing ..
.... carry with you a love for yourself that helps you shine even when the world seems out to get you, be the beautiful Woman that is there underneath all the fear, underneath all the bull sh*t that has been done to you, and ABOVE someone who would ever allow herself to get involved with YOUR husband to begin with. You are better than that do not let her rob you of your happiness. Long and short of it love yourself and show him love like he never hurt you.
...be the fun, smiling person you used to be before he took your heart out and hung it to dry. I always felt as though my h tied me to the back of his truck and forgot to look back and then when he finally untied me,, I had a lot of healing to do...
......... you can do this kepp coming here for support. Love Emily, love and love some more, allow him to Grow amd become the man he needs to be for you and most of all for himself. I finally asked my H to remove all the remnants of OW two days ago [[ HER PIC A TM AND HER PHONE NUMBER}}and he complied.... so it DOES take awhile {{{ EVERYONE HAS THEIR OWN TIME FRAME FOR THINGS}}}and BTW he still has her name tattooed on his chest and it does not hurt as much anymore .It feels like a slight slap in the face every now and again and I pray one day he will " cover " it. He promised a week ago to do it and has not made it a priority. But you know what, I am crying as I write this to you. I can go to bed at nite knowing I did everything in my Power to be the beautiful person I am and to rise above their Sh*t and still live in THE ....light. I remained faithful and worked towards my miracle. I know you can do this tooooooooooooooooooo. ..... for you have integrity too. Hang in there baby you can do this. God bless...
