Quote: Now don't pick that damn phone up anymore to call him.
DON'T GIVE HIM THE POWER.
OK Amy . . You're right . . . this "ain't" workin' . . time to try another way.
It just drives me absolutely BATTY! It's like until I call it's that grain of sand stuck in your eyeball feeling . . only in my brain. WHY? How do I change that feeling? I need to change what I am doing maybe? I am so confused as to how to get him out of my head.
I know I give him ALL power and he never uses it right. I just get all panicked and want to know what he is doing every second. (NOT REASONABLE) Because then maybe I'll know that he isn't still cheating.
THAT'S MY ISSUE . . that's what's making me INSANE. I think he's still cheating. I'm not willing to really give him another shot . . and I am wrecking it all.
like if I ask him about something and he gets a little upset (sad or angry doesn't matter) and starts talking about how he really is trying to change and yatta yatta yatta . . that just makes me believe MORE that he is still with her.
AYE! RB I need a lesson in forgiving and forgetting today! Ya got anything?
