Anyone Ever Think Your S is a Train Wreck??

[cat03]

I do have my moments yes, of thinking "what I'm getting myself into, I could have someone normal" but I have to move on to a more positive way of thinking, less my unhappiness shows and I destroy all I've worked for so far.

I do shake my head remembering all the outings and stuff he did for OW, then I realize he was pathetic, trying to sort of "buy" her love when she wouldn't even let him call her "girlfriend" (she must've been "something" else alright)

Don't dwell too much on it, I firmly believe in brain thought patterns, you are leading your brain into this thought path that isnt' good, divert those thoughts onto something more positive, chalk her behavior to idiocy, anything, dont' let it drag you down tl.