Have you heard anything from DB coach Lauie? I was wondering if you think she would read through my threads and give me an opinion about whether I am fooling myself and if not what I need to do now.
I know this sounds silly but I am afraid that I am just kidding myself and H doesn't love me and will never love me again.
Sad day.
Everything happens for a reason, maybe Dad needs to find that it isn't better out there, he needs to realize how good he had it here. Maybe he will find God and that is the most important thing when he finds Him he will know he is supposed to come home.
