It will let go, when you let go. You're fighting it. You fear that you won't be able to survive w/o him. Yet, everyday - you get up and take care of yourself. Then, another day comes and so on....................
You're already surviving......the anger comes from thinking that you'll be lost w/o him. But yet, before you ever knew him...you were fine.
It reminds me of a T that told me if her H left her, she would miss him, but continue to go on w/ her life.
None of us wanted to get D...but as it is, if the H wants to walk...does that mean we are less of a person, damaged goods, or useless? No..............
