I just thought that getting an hour from Laurie would be very helpful but I can understand your situation.
Perhaps if you post a question to Laurie the Moderator can contact her to let her know there is a question for her. She is really hard to get a hold of sometimes as she does tend to be very busy.
Laurie does try to answer questions when she can. I see that she hasn't been on the boards since Sep.20. The Moderator at times has also been very helpful in answering a question or two and of course there are all the people on the bb that can be very helpful too.
Have you tried to find another counsellor through your employment? I know that I have had to go through a couple myself before I actually found someone I liked.
Me: 49 - S22 & S26 H: 41 - No kids M: 10/00 Bomb New Year's Day 2006 H living w OW 01/07; have baby 12/07 D final 07/07 Thread #9 - Hope Lives On