SNS, no apology needed! I think we are in full agreement. Definately DB saved me and is probably the reason I am able to exist in this sitch. I GAL and have a far fuller life than I did before. It is too bad my W can't fully appreciate it because, of course, she is in full "we are not meant for each other" mode and will always see my glass as half empty right now no matter what. But who cares because everything I do must sink into that brain of hers on some level and one day just maybe it will make a dif. We'll see. If not then I can at least look at myself in the mirror and be proud for having put everything I had into doing the right thing. My kids will know that too. Thanks for your response!
