I am in the same boat tonight and have the exact same questions...I do not know how the hell I am going to deal with this over an extended time. I am really trying but it feels like my accepting the situation has just made it easier for her...while I sit here tortured.

I just do not know how long I can do this...yes when we are together it has been far better and she has been more receptive to me. The problem is now she feels like she has free reign to go see OM a couple times a week...does not have to hide anything and I just smile and say see ya later. I feel like a door mat...I make all the money she has all the fun...I watch the kid...she goes out and parties...it takes every fiber of my being not to explode and fight back.

I can see her being happy in this situation for an extended time...why shouldn't she? She has me at her beck and call and can see OM whenever her heart desires. There is nothing preventing her from doing this for however long she pleases. Is there a light at the end of the tunnel cause I do not see it?




"Friendship is like peeing your pants: everyone can see it, but only you can feel the true warmth."