Well, this afternoon I stopped at Subway and picked up a sandwich for my W on the way back from picking S4 up from school. I thought it would be nice for her to not have to worry about what she was going to eat, because this can be a real problem for her. I made sure that I didn't get anything for myself because I wanted it to be clear that I did something nice for her, not as an afterthought. I don't know if this will be perceived as trying, but I don't really care. I wanted to do something nice, and I think some part of me has been holding off demonstrating my understanding of where I went wrong because I am trying to DB and not pursue. I wasn't perfect, far from it, but my awareness of this wont be change unless I put it into practice. Little things with no expectations. She needs to know she's thought about and her needs are a real priority to me. I think it's going to be a tough sell, and it might muddle things up, but I think it's worth trying.
“No problem can be solved from the same level of consciousness that created it. ” – Albert Einstein
