just a quick post to say hi, been out of touch and adding you to my favorites. will be back in a day or so Muddle. Hang in there.
God, your W sounds like ME before the H bomb. It makes me cringe. And also makes me want you to leave her, to wake her up. For me, I don't think anything but my H's A was going to lay me low enough to open my heart and look at it. I hate to say it, b/c I would give ANYTHING for that not to be the case. And he tried to make me see it. But nothing worked except the VERY real threat of losing my H. He'd 'fake' threatened before, but I really FELT him unplug from me and then found the A, and I was scared out of my mind and into real work.
Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Is 43:18-19
If it seems slow in coming, wait. It's on its way. It will come right on time. Hab 2:3
And he tried to make me see it. But nothing worked except the VERY real threat of losing my H. He'd 'fake' threatened before, but I really FELT him unplug from me and then found the A, and I was scared out of my mind and into real work. 