Emily - When you say ypou're too scared to go to school - is it a fear of failure thing, or something else? I'm serious about talking with your doctor, btw - you may be suffering from some depression, or may have an anxiety disorder (which can be related to depression). There is help available.
I hear you on the math - but there are some educational options that don't require it. With your interest in drawing, you could go to a technical school for computer graphics or the like. Or you could just pick a major that has some "easy" breadth requirements that don't include much math. And it's certainly not too late to go back to school!!! Is there a ciollege near you now?
