I ment this as in hell a job is a job. I'd rather sling a burger for a year than have NOTHING.
I get that it'll take more than that. . . but hell could I get A (ANY) job before I have to start making 50,000 a year!
I won't go back to school.
For the exact reason I haven't gotten my drivers license . . . for the exact reason I didn't go right out of highschool.
I am TOO scared.
It's too late now.
I couldn't be a teacher . . I'd kill the damn kids, they frustraight me. I LOVE my kids . . but I really don't like having to deal with other peoples. Guess that's why I NEVER babysat in highschool . . . I always took on odd jobs cleaning and painting and stuff for people.
I don't think I'm smart enough . . . and I couldn't find anything to go for that you didn't have to take a math class. I cannot do math.
UGH!
I will not go back. I couldn't hack it anymore.
Especially not with the girls. . . that wouldn't be fair to them.
So I'll tell you what . . instead of overwhelming myself with how much money I NEED to make in my life. How about I just take it a day at a time for my sanity . . and try to find ANYTHING.
Could we please find a different subject now . . . this is too depressing.
