IT IS PEOPLE LIKE ME WHO USED TO BE PEOPLE LIKE YOU!!!!
One day when you grow up you will then be in a position to see that there people who have been in your stuation and maybe then YOU will be able to help THEM out.
Until that time try to be grateful that you have people to support you, people who have already walked in your shoes and have survived and succeeded.
Emily I have been where you are, I am a survivor.
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.