I will tread VERY carefully . . and take all this into consideration. I know I just stand this place anymore. I CANNOT stand feeling like I cannot take care of the girls any longer. I am trying. BUT I need help and the state just loop holes everything so horribly. I understand it is to make people want to get jobs. . . BUT when they are so limited in the area . . . it's really awful. Anyway . . I will talk to my H tonight. . . Apply the DBing that Frank talked about. See what he is willing to do in terms of money. AND try to choose what is best. If it ends up meaning . . .well let's just not go there.
