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Like a sore caused by the herpes virus .
EWWWW!





YUCK
EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
I laughed sooo hard at this.

I know I just kept saying that, "Kevin I feel like you are using me to get out of that support."
That's why he offered to put my name on the bank account that all his money get direct deposited into . . I think.
It would be A LOT easier financially on ME if I could work this out outside of court. It's too late now though. I told me we can explain the sitch. to the people there and see what they say.
He said he won't be mad if he has to pay me support but he said, "That's not us being together though Emily. I want you to trust me. I want US to be US again. etc etc etc"

I just don't know . . . .
It's so confusing.
I want to take the leap . . . I want to trust that it can be fine . . . like I am doing with Kiya.
I mean once my name is on that account he needs ME to take it back off. . . . soo . . . hmmm is that forward progress?

Good lord. I do understand that the Whore was just a symptom . . . . but what do I do now?