Do you want him back? If you do...then at some point you are going to have to trust him and let him back in your life. I know it is difficult when you feel like you are getting past something to take the chance of letting it start all over and maybe be eventually back to square one. If you do choose to let him back in I would make him work for it...take your time...one step at a time...make him prove himself...seems like his mood changes like the seasons and you are too important to put yourself through a constant hell. I understand it is a huge decision.

Had to go back and read some of your older threads to catch up...you are still so young...you have a chance to do anything you want to do...is he worth it?


"Friendship is like peeing your pants: everyone can see it, but only you can feel the true warmth."