The craziness that is my H has struck once again. I am fine. . . . he's just crazy this time.
He calls me lastnight and left a message (I was outside) which said, "Emily I know you hate me . . . BUT I still love you. I really do have an explaination for this weekend. I'll call you later OK!?" So later he called and he starts cry and crap again. Saying that he loves me and he wants to fight for it. He kept saying I know you hate me but if you file for the divorce I won't sign it. He said he went over his spending limit on his phone (never heard of this) but I guess he can only have like 200 minutes (other than incoming and nights and weekends) and he went over them . . . so until he made a payment he didn't have phone. THEN he proceeded to say that he spent the whole weekend in the truck . . because he couldn't get a ride without a phone. I must be stupid right! I asked him about a payphone . . . and I don't remember exactly what he said. He wants to get together before the support hearing next week and put my name on HIS bankcount (I'll keep my seperate one NO MATTER what). He wants us to start over. I said something about everything that DBing says and he replies, "So why is it that now when I'm ready to come back . . . when I want to be with you MORE than the day I married you. . . are you ready to quit." He asked me to just trust him until next Monday when we started to mesh everything back together. Is this some crazy ploy . . . is this the last straw on the camel back cracking or could it be the divorce busting . . . .
HOW DO I REACT NOW? Do I still cut off contact? WHAT TO DO? I feel so bad for him . . . this poor confused man . . that just wants me to try to trust him again. He's trying to make up his mind . . . can't I make it a little easy on him?
