Chloroform The One You Love

[Sandy_wants_to_try]

Emily,
You have to learn not to react or respond to people who push your buttons. RB is just trying to make you see something you're not ready to see. Wrong timing on his part...
You have the choice to ignore them.

Please make that list? you know - the one we talked about.

You're cycling again. You're going through the angry phase right now... in a day or two, you'll be through the "I'm a piece of sh*t" phase, then you'll find strength and find calm and DB for a day or two, then you'll miss him, pursue, he'll be an a$$hole again and you'll go into depair, and then anger again... over and over and over...
You've been here how long? I've seen this cycle since I got here a few months ago.

Don't you think it's time to stop? You can stop it. It would be better if you had help - from a therapist. But you can stop it.

Stop the cycle now. Ignore the things that push your buttons. Focus on yourself.
It may actually do you good to stay away from here for a little while. I think people feed into your cycles and make them worse.

Think about it. You can stop the cycle. Once you do, you'll be able to cope with enerything better.