Quote: You need perspective. I agree. Your life does not revolve around Kevin. But your girls lives DO revolve around you. So you have to get a grip. Your emotions HAVE to stop being moved so violently by every little rock of the boat. little rock? Hell Amy . . . He sunk it faster than the titanic. He has totally run again.
You think too much of Kevin and give him too much influence in your life. Yes, he is your husband and yes you ARE called to stand, and not just for your marriage but to stand in the gap as a believer to the saving of his soul.
But what does it really mean to be a believer?
Tell me that.
What do you think the fact that you believe in Jesus means for your life today? I have no clue . . . honestly. As of today it means that I just have another big battle raging. I don't know exactly what it means for me today. I only know that I could be free and run and do whatever I wanted . . . play and be free and have NO boundaries. But I do have them. Because I believe. I believe in the vows I took. I believe that he wants me to do this. It means I have a never ending well of peace . . . if I would only allow it in and NOT touch the sitch. again. I have a problem giving it away and staying away from it.
