Quote: I know you are very anti men at the moment and with every reason but logically you must know that not all men will treat like your H is currently doing I know that they wouldn't all treat me with the disrespect that he has. I know my recent move was nothing but anger bitterness and disrespect. The problem is that I chose him. I dedicated my life to HIM until death. I didn't pick a "good guy" . . . I chose a lying cheating SOB. Now I'm stuck . . .
Quote: If you can't let go of this anger for yourself do it for your girls. I will eventually . . It's my defense mechanism . . . ALWAYS has been. It's like when I am really really hurt (I.E. I fall down or something) I LAUGH. Because if I don't laugh I cry. When I get hurt emotional I rage out instead of crying. Not sure why. I cry A LOT . . . . but for some reason certain things I refuse to just cry about. They need to see that love can conquer all. I know this was suppose to be comforting but alls I can see is he and Cassie living happily ever after in a nice house with beautiful kids and such. The life he always promised me. I see how their love can conquer ever tie he ever had. Hence he chucks me aside and says f- the girls. He's done. I am ready to fight.
