I refuse to stand for anything to do with this marriage. Refuse. I know I am not his judge. But I still think he is nothing but a lying cheating sack of sh*t . . . I refuse to do it. I reject all thoughts of it. I hope he is happy, he must REALLY love Cassie to choose her over his own flesh and blood. I hate him. I just hate him . . . every time I think about it all I just get furious. What a great man . . . <--sarcasim. He'll choose a whore over a family ANYDAY. The only thing he's worried about is getting out of support. That's the only reason he keeps me hanging on a thread. Dot the I cross the T. . . he only tries to use me. Let someone else stand for him . . . or let him fall into the firy pits of hell . . . I don't care. Good for him. . . he gets to reap what he has sown. That sits fine with my soul . . . Amy fine.
