Quote: I just CAN'T I've been going about this all wrong for too long. I don't feel that Kevin is worth saving.
Emily, each one of us is worth it to Christ. Were you worth his saving you? None of us "deserve" the second chance that He has given us, Emily, but He still looks at us with love.
But you don't really need to stand for Kevin ... you need to stand for yourself, so that you can develop strength. You need to be faithful and strong for a couple of months.
The LORD is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth." (Psalm 145:18)